Holidays

My final for real estate is tomorrow night. Guess I am ready. Can't get too pumped up about right now. Being lazy.

Ralph the cat is on the table next to me. He's an orphan that joined us last winter and is usually aloof. But...when I come here and get on the computer he comes and joins me. I don't see him in here when the room is empty.

We're off to Germany in a week. Has gotten here fast. Hope it is fun and Kathy enjoys the time with Lauren.

I keep thinking I should get some cards, buy small gifts for the guys I work with, etc. Don't do it, though. My way forward is so slow that I may be moving backwards in the current of life....some days I think it is better.....but it has been 15 months since Seth was killed and it is hard. Just hard.